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I’m dazed, but I think some are quite confused

It seems as though some are confusing …..

having the same opportunity,

with meaning

that you automatically get the job/loan/offer/raise/part/audition/etc

. That isn’t what that means. It simply means that you get the opportunity,

the chance.

But that’s it, after that I would hope that in this day and age whoever is chosen; is chosen for their unique abilities, and qualifications.

Isn’t that what this is all about in the first place?

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Posted by on December 30, 2015 in Random Thoughts


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4 Months In Thought

O.K. a disclaimer in advance: This recording was made with an iPod so please be very careful if you are listening through headphones.

Everything from song ideas, thoughts, musings, encouragement, fear, sounds in the night, nature, etc. During my 4 months in the woods I would use my iPod to record my thoughts.

So, if you dare let’s take a stroll through my brain for the next three hours shall we?

There are pictures, music (original), and other stuff added. It’s pretty interesting how the recordings ended up in the order they are in. On my iPod the recordings were sorted by the date; newest to oldest. When I transferred them to my computer they were sorted alphabetically. So, I left them there believing that this was fate and the order will remain …out-of-order.

I was going to post these on my other blog: Random Thoughts. I was going to type up the individual recordings. Until I realized that would probably take me about 34.2 years to type, and besides… they do belong here because if I had not been homeless these thoughts would never have come about.

Beware: Enter @ Your Own Risk: 3.5Hrs of….

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Posted by on December 18, 2015 in Random Thoughts


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Legal Disclaimer

Fae Legal Disclaimer




I don’t know if anyone actually reads this gibberish, and don’t know why anyone would: having said that here is my legal disclaimer.

All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

I post what i happen to be thinking of at the moment. It might be an idea, it might be current trends, it might be pure gibberish. Some of it is meant to prod the senses, hopefully some of it will actually edify someone, if only myself. It’s not PC, so if you have to have everything spoon-fed to you….. then you might not want to venture any further. This is not for the faint of heart people. This is real,,,,,, I mean NOT-real stuff, gibberish. Alright. So, just get over it, I have.


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Posted by on July 11, 2015 in Random Thoughts


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Did I miss something here ? (sketch for short animation film)

yes, I know…. I’ll try to write it better.  I had to get the thought down before the thought police detect it and I would have lost the thought forever.  It seems  like they are getting stronger now.  Sometimes I can actually feel the implant working as the thought disappears………


digital media:  censorship made easy

Book burning is so passe’ ….   and it was really quite difficult, and messy.  Now with the internet of all things it is so much easier.




Interesting thought occurred to me: I thought that in the United States of America it was the people; every person ……  that was free, and the government was held in check by; “we the people”. Then how is it that the government does whatever it wants, and the people are held in check ? I think I missed something here……… It didn’t used to be this way. It was never intended to be this way. The type of government that holds its citizens in check with fear mongering and lies…….. and worse; is what we as a nation are supposed to be standing “against”.

There are and have been many different governments who take it upon themselves to be the “supreme” ruler, dictator, King, etc. Throughout history you can read about them. Have we now sunk so low as a nation of people that we have allowed this to happen here in the United States ?

The government and people in power use every single resource possible to deter people from disagreeing with them. They will call you a racist. They will say that you are a right-wing Christian nut, They will use rhetoric like: anti-gay, homophobic, anti-women, anti-Jew, anti-Arab, anti-Muslim…………. ad nausea. And you can believe that none of this is missed on ones who would want to control others.

Unfortunately Obama is one of the easiest examples: “If they would only agree with me, and pass the bill…… everything would be alright”.

Well, that’s certainly taking into account the validity of the other side. I mean it shows honest, integrity, grit and determination. How dare anyone disagree with the president of the United States. hmmmmmmph. The audacity of some of these people. They actually think that their opinion matters. We do so depend on their ignorance…..

other thoughts later.

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Posted by on July 10, 2015 in Random Thoughts


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The Grouchy Old man

Tired of waiting around?
Tired of watching the same scenario repeat itself?
Tired of seeing the world pass you by?

Sounds like either a late night commercial, or some sci-fi thriller……

Life is quite interesting.

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First; we’re too young to understand.
Next; we are too busy to be bothered.
And finally; we are too old to do anything but gripe.







I have become the grouchy old man. Pain, disappointment, wasted time, etc…… in other words life.I don’t think I’ve always been the grouchy old man. I hope I haven’t always been the grouchy old man.

So, I believe the quest is to find out when exactly I became the grouchy old man.


to be continued………………….soon

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Posted by on June 15, 2015 in Random Thoughts


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omg, here we go again

o.k. so I’m thinking about my life. Not deep or anything, just thinking about the time and such. And then it hit me. I really am thankful for the period in time with which I am residing. None of it was my doing. Apparently none of it was anyone’s doing. I was not a planned endeavor. So I was born and raised in a time, place, and period where we didn’t lock our doors. As kids we rode our bicycles …….. everywhere. There was a river, there was a creek, there was an old man that lived with a butler in the house at the end of the street. His lot took up eight normal lots. We used to go there. It was the “Place”. I’m not sure if that was the gents real name but that is what we called him. We played football there, we played spin the bottle under the shade and cover of a huge pine tree, we used to go to the river and go into the drainage system. Where it emptied out was a concrete duct about 4-6 ft. in diameter. There were many offshoots from the main pipe. All of them smaller. We knew our neighbors. We knew all of our neighbors. Except Mr. Place and his butler. Nobody knew them.

I’ll continue that, but I want to say thank you for my life. And I want to say that I’m sorry I haven’t realized up until quite recently…… that how we live, especially what we pay attention to really does make a difference.

So, fast forward……….. life is not yesterday. It is what it is. Lots of mileage between the then and now. We have opened so very many genie’s and compromised on everything else that I fear for our very existence. There was a time where we cared for other people. There was a time when it meant more to be “that guy”, (yeah, if you came here looking for PC you are already disappointed.) than anything. this isn’t nostalgia, or romanticism this is character, morals. This is standing up for what is correct. When was it that we got sidetracked?

well, lots of different thoughts there. Listening to a new (to me) group. Headstones – the album: Love + Fury. Hard driven Canadian band. Gets the juices flowing just a bit eh? Sometimes it just feels like…….. there has to be more. Sometimes reading between the lines and listening to the calm still voice gets to be difficult amidst all the noise surrounding us. That and of course herbage. Sometimes the only thing we are supposed to do with something is to give it away.

o.k. be back later bye

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Posted by on June 1, 2015 in Uncategorized


Five Generations of….

I lived through the sixties and the seventies. I hear the catch phrase, This is because of five generations of pent up hostility coming out. No, it’s not. These are teen to twenty somethings. They weren’t even born.

There are those who want immediate repayment (plus) for everything that has happened. That isn’t possible. But, until we are willing to take the time to truly acknowledge the the root of the problem.

We have grown as a nation over the past 50 years. We have grown together. There are, have been, and always will be …. people who for whatever reason hate. We will never stop that. But, we can teach better. We can stop reliving our past through our children and grandchildren.
It becomes a perpetual force that we haven’t gotten a handle on.
We, as humans have a difficult time sharing and forgiving. It’s how we are hard wired. If we want to see a change in others, we must become that change. If others can’t see the change in real time…. then for them it doesn’t exist.

Maybe instead of walking with the protesters, the NAACP, Al Sharpton, Jesse Jackson, etc…… what if they walked in front of the police officers toward the protesters. If they took that leap of faith, it would demonstrate two very needed ideas.

The first is that they want to show that they have confidence in the police department and are willing to stand with them.
The second is that they want to show that they have confidence in the people of the city and are willing to stand between them to help bridge the gap.

We need people to stand up and speak the truth. We don’t need people who were never able to forgive for what happened in the past. Forgiveness is difficult. It’s not in our nature to do that. It hurts. And, it is the most necessary thing that we can do.

to be continued……………………………………..

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Posted by on June 1, 2015 in Uncategorized